Gaslighting: Trauma Bonding (Personal Support Included)

Summary

I am the gaslighter with the ulterior motives and the agenda you don’t know about. I am the one who collected intel on you before we ever met. I am the one who hacked your accounts and let you log on to my computer, so I could get all your passwords. I am the one who spies on you and knows where you are at all times. Thanks to the electronics that are out there these days, I can always spy on your position. Did you know what? Of course, you didn’t because you don’t think like a predator. You don’t think like me. I am the one who watched all the sappy love stories, so I could practice being more like them. I am the one who listened to you so that I could memorize all the things you like to do and the foods you like to eat. I always remember your favorite dish. I remember how you like your coffee. I remember these things because I want to pretend that I am on your side. I laugh when you laugh. I cry when you cry. I watch all your cues so that I can get emotional at the same point in the movie where you get emotional. I know that I’m not emotional like you. I know that I’m not wired like you. My brain has been different from yours since birth. If I treat you like I don’t like you, however, you won’t see that. You will keep seeing that we are alike because I faked that we were. I painted the picture of our happily ever after. I gave you glimpses of it here and there because I know you like that. I gave you glimpses of your happily ever after when I wanted extra things from you. I gave you glimpses of it like it was the key to unlocking all your resources...because it was. I gave you glimpses of that fantasy in your head, too. Buy the audiobook now to hear more.

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